xtacy in the air

Kemon achen shobai? Amar xtacy r prothom part kemon laglo? Ekhon shomoi miftar
aro kache jabar. Oi trip er por theke prai amra ekshathe journey kortam r
sherokom hatahati r sporsho kora hotoi, tobe mifta shudhu amar buke matha rekhe
ghumato majhe majhe r amar payer upor pa tule ghumato. Or ekta jinish khub valo
lagto, o bus e uthto besh kichu kapur gaye diye kintu bus e uthe light off
hotei shoriye felto oshob, theke jeto slawar kamiz ba kokhono fotua. Jai hok,
ekbar dhakai ami r mifta ekshathe ghurchi new market e, amra rasta cross korbo
r hotath kore dekhi ekta rickshaw ashche r o par hote jacche, ami or hat dhorte
giye or pet e hat dilam, ekdom navir jaigai, o besh chomke uthlo r heshe bollo
‘ki koro, manush achena!’, ami bollam rickshaw tomar gaye uthe jeto. Tarpor
r temon kichu hoini, rickshai ekshathe boshechi, dudh e ekta adhtu chap legeche
ei r ki! In the mean time miftar shathe ekjoner affair hoi, o amake shob bole r
amar theke advice chai, keno jeno amar mone hoto cheleta valo na, ami oke
sposhto boltam r shei karone o amar upor khub rag kore, amio or shathe kotha
bole bondho kore dei, hotath ekdin rat e or sms dekhi, likheche ‘shuvo tumi
thik bolechile, ami onek boro vul korechi’, khub kharap laglo, oke call
korlam r o besh kadchilo,ami oke shanto korlam r bollam kalke shokale ashbo, o
khub request korlo ami jeno obosshoi ashi karon ami abar bole ashina,so
shokal bela gelam or bashai 9 tar dike, or ma nai bashai, o r kajer bua, ami
giye shuni mifta ekhono ghumacche, living room e boshe thaklam r bua giye oke
daklo, kintu o uthlo na, pore ami shahosh kore or room er dorjar shamne gelam
oke dakte, dekhi ki shundor vabe mifta ghumiye ache, or pichon dikta ber hoye
ache (kapur chilo but no kombol), kichukhon takiye oke daklam r o shara dilo,
ami bollam ‘ami living room e achi, tumi fresh hoye asho’, kichukhon por
dekhi o ashlo fresh na hoyei, ghum hoini temon, hoito rat jege chilo, eshei
amar pashe boshlo, ami or paye hat rekhe bollam ‘khub mon kharap?’ o choto
bacchar moto chokh dolte dolte matha narlo, chup kore thaklam, hotath kore
mifta amake joriye dhorlo, khub kadche, ami bujhe uthte parchilam na ki korbo,
sheshe or pithe hat diye oke joriye dhorlam, o ekta patla fotua pora chilo r
pithe hat diye dekhi bra poreni, oh my goodness or pith ta ki soft! O kadche r
bolche o keno erokom vul korlo, amior pithe hat buliye bolchi shob thik hoye
jabe, amar buke tokhon mifta norom dud her sporsho hocchilo, kintu shevabe
onuvob hocchilo na karon ami or pith niyei besto chilam, ek porjai o shore gelo
r bollo ‘shuvo pls ajke sharadin amar shathe thako, amar kichu valo
lagchena’, ami oke bollam ‘jao fresh hoye asho, ami achi’, o bollo ‘na
ami ekhanei thakbo, tumi amar pashe thako’, bolei amar kadhe matha diye helan
diye thaklo, kichukhon por dekhi o abar kadche, ami or mukhta dhore amar dike
takate bolla, angul diye chokher pani muche dicchi r tokhoni o amake abar
joriye dhorlo, amio joriye dhorlam, khub shokto kore dhorlo o ebar amake r ebar
or dudh gulo sposhto vabe onuvob korchilam, amar buke pishe jacchilo or norom
boro dudh duto, ami or gharer kache thot niye aste aste nishash felchilam r
dekhi or nisshasho groom hoye utchilo, amar khub iccha korchilo ami miftar
ghore chumu dei, kintu voi hocchilo. Mifta amar chul dhore tanchilo, jani na
keno, kintu tarpori dekhi o amar ghore or thot ekdom lagiye rekheche, amar
tokhon khub uttejito lagchilo, amar du payer majhkhane tabu gere uthchilo, amar
hat bar bar mifta buker dike chole jacchilo or pith theke, khub koshto kore
nijeke shamlalam, mifta ke bollam ‘uthbena, fresh hoye asho, tarpor boshe
golpo kori’, o besh rege gelo r bollo ‘tomar ki shomossha, khub birokto
lagche tomar kache achi dekhe, thik ache jao tomar kache thakbona, tumi chaile
chole jete paro’, bolei uthe chole gelo or room e, ami cheyechila or piche
jete kintu amar “choto vai” er karone uthte parlam na, kichukhon por uthe
gelam, dekhi o bichani boshe kadche, ami or shamne giye boshe or paye hat rekhe
bollam ‘sorry dear, pls nijeke shamlao, tomar erokom obostha amar valo
lagchena’, o bollo ‘ami ki korbo, amar khub koshto hocche, tomar kache ektu
shanty pacchilam’, tokhon bollam oke ‘thik ache ami tomar kachei achi’,
bole oke joriye dhorlam (ei 1st nijei mifta ke joriye dhorlam), o amake abaro
khub shokto kore joriye dhorlo r kane bollo ‘shuvo amake shokto kore joriye
dhoro’, ami khub chepe dhorlam oke, or dudh duto amar buke pishe jacchilo or
or pith shokto kore chepe dhore rekhechi, vaggis or room er dorja bondho chilo
noito kajer bua amader ei obosthai dekhe felto, hotath bua eshe bole ‘afa cha
khaiben na?’, mifta r ami shore gelam r o bollo ‘table e dao amra ashchi’,
ami bollam ‘jao ebar fresh hoye nao, ami achi’, onekhon por miftar mukhe
ektu hashi dekhlam.kichukhon por o fresh hoye bes holo, or porone chilo tokhono
fotua kintu ekhon short pant change kore ekta pajama poreche, ekshathe cha
khelam tarpor dujone mile tv dekhte boshlam, miftar tv room e kono chair nai,
ekta mattress ache r shekhanei boshlam amra dujon. Ami kichu bolar agei o bollo
‘shuvo oi bepar niye kono kotha bolbena, ami ogulo vule jete chai’, amio r
kichu bollam na, hotath bua eshe bole ‘afa ami jaiga, abar bikale amune’,
eishomoi or bua chole jai, o uthe giye dorja bondho kore ashlo. Mifta tarpor
eshe r boshlo na, shuye porlo, ami boshe chilam r o dekhi amar t-shirt dhore
tanche, ami takiye bollam ‘shomossha ki?’ o bollo pashe shute. Ami shulam
but kono pillow nai tai problem hocchilo, oke sheta bollam r etei o she uthlo r
or pillow ta amake dilo, ami bollam ‘tomar pillow nai, er theke ami boshe
thaki r tumi shuye thako’, ‘na tumi pillow te matha rakho, ami tomar kadhe
matha rakchi’, bolei o amar buke matha rakhlo. Ami or kopale hat diye or chul
shoriye dicchi, or hat e hat bulacchi, amar jinish besh groom hoye giyechilo,
emnitei chilo normal pant, ete amar underwear er vitore amar jinish uttotp
obosthai bujha jacchilo, keno jeno tokhon nijeke thik korte iccha korchilona,
vablam jevabe achi thak, kono dorkar nai thik hobar, kichukhon evabe thakar por
hotath dekhi mifta amake joriye dhorlo r or pa amar jinish er besh kache, ami
oke bollam ‘mifta tomar golar chain e amar buke beta lagche’, ‘laguk ami
norte parbona’ bole amai aro shhokto kroe joriye dhorlo r shei majhei o amar
jinish ke or pa diye sporsho korlo. Ami kichu korte parchina, khub valo lagche,
ami oke khub shoktoo kore joriye dhorlam tarpor shahosh kore or mathai ekta kiss
korlam, o kichu bole nai tobe mone hoi besh aram peyeche karon amar kiss ditei o
amai aro shokto kore joriye dhorlo. Mifta amar t-shirt niye khelchilo, ek porjai
o amar t-shirt er vitor hat dhukalo r amar buke hat rakhlo, kichu bollam na,
bolbo kivabe, bolar moto snaiyu to chilo na! amar buker poshom tanche mifta r
ami uttejito hoye uthchi, ek porjai ami or pith shokto kore dhorlam r chap
dilam, o kichu bollona, ami or pithe hat bulate laglam r ek porjai or fotua
uthiye vitore hat dhukiye dilam, vebechilam mifta amar dike takabe r tokhoni
ami or thot e kiss korbo kintu na, onekhon jabot evabei hatahati r poshom
tanatani cholchilo. Nistobdhota venge ami bolla ‘khide peyeche, kichu
khawabe?’ o bollo ‘amar uthte iccha korchena’, ami r kichu na bole oke
shokto kore joriye dhorlam r o amar buke hat bulate thaklo, kichukhon por
miftar hatu dekhi amar dhoner upor, o alto kore amar dhoner pashe or ran
ghoshche, amarto obostha groom, ami kichui bolte parchilam na, tokhoni o bollo
‘shuvo tomake ador korle tumi rag korbe’? ebar ami or much tad u hat diye
tule oke bollam ‘ami jodi tomai ador kori tumi rag korbe?’o hashlo r ami
tokhoni or thote ekta chumu dilam, o chokh bondho kore nilo r du thot fak kore
amake abedon janalo, ami amar thot or thote rekhe kichukhon aste aste kiss
korlam r tarpor dhukiye dilam amar thot or thote, o ha kore valoi response
korlo, khub chushlam miftar thot r o amar thot khelo, evabe korte korte kokhon
je amar hat or dud her kache chole giyeche jani na, tobe jokhon bujhlam tokhon
khub moja kore chaplam or dudh. Shomoyer kono kheyal chilona, vebechila aj
mifta ke chudei shanto hobo kintu shomvob holona, calling bell beje uthlo, uthe
gelo amar shamne theke amar shei shundoritoma, miftar ma chole esheche, vaggish
agei uthe giyechilam, noito amader ei obosthai dekhle ki hoto ke jane, jak
aunty amake khub valo jane! Ami living room e giye boshlam, mifta elo kichukhon
por, amar pashe boshe thaklo chup kore, ‘ami jani ami ki korchi’ bolei o
uthe gelo r ami obak hoye takiye thaklam, kichukhon boshe theke oke daklam r
bollam ‘amio jani na ki korchi kintu ja korchilam valo lagchilo’ bole ber
hoye gelam…..bondhura tarpor ki holo sheta amar next posting e
thakbe….hoito kichui na ba hoito onek kichu, abar hoito onno kichu!
Take care